I think I might hate my results

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2021.12.05 01:35 Nervousnelliyyy I think I might hate my results

I feel guilty because my results are amazing as far as my nipple placement and still having sensation but I just think my nipples are so low and idk it might be dysphoria but I just don’t think my chest looks masculine. Once I can work out I think it’ll help a lot but I’m just sort of upset and unsure what to do
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2021.12.05 01:35 macammaneni Consolidating bank accounts and cards.

Hi guys, I'm 26M looking for starting advice. I didn't post in SingaporeFI as I feel like my question is too low SES lol.
Some background, was unemployed for first half of 2021 due to depression(blew a lot of money in this period), but have been working full time since. Finally trying to get things together. Do let me know if this is not the right place to ask.
Mostly looking at consolidating my accounts, cards and whether I should be using Roboadvisor or not.
Currently my net pay around 2.5K monthly, and after bills/expenses/parents allowance usually I have about 1.5K left. Of this, 1K for savings and the other 500 for spending/emergency.
I have no debt at all if that matters. My only goal right now would be saving up for a house at 35, as I'm currently not interested in getting married.
Accounts currently open:
Savings - SCB Jumpstart - ~10K (main savings)
Salary Deposit - DBS Multiplier - 1.5K (I leave about this amount monthly)
Citi Global Wallet - 0$ (it was opened together with my credit card so idk what to do with it.)
Singlife - 1.5K (only recently top up money cause I forgot I had it)
Stashaway Simple - 2.5K (moved from the robo cause like no profit after 1 year plus)
Cards I own
Citi Rewards Credit Card - All of my spending is through here. Roughly about 500-1000 per month. I always pay it off in full.
Citi Debit Mastercard - Got it with the Global Wallet account.
SCB Debit Card - Not used
POSB Passion Card - Only use it to withdraw money.
Singlife Visa Debit - Emergency card I guess.
ESPP - Enrolled in my company's plan, purchase at 15% discount. Putting about 350$ of salary towards it monthly.
Basically, I feel like I have too many accounts and cards, and would prefer to consolidate them into 2 banks if possible.
Investment wise, I am not too rushed as I am still learning about it, but willing to put 200-400 a month into it as well if there is a good reason.
Not sure if I am providing enough information and if this is the right place to ask.
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2021.12.05 01:35 m0useg1rl i love me a good aritzia scarf (wilfred, diamond mosaic blanket scarf). but also, who gave ardene the audacity with this slouchy/stedmany knock off? LOL (quality is def not there but its a good coat imo).

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2021.12.05 01:35 Skullyhearts Butters as Marjorine , what do you think??

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2021.12.05 01:35 daveishere7 From Midtown Manhattan to Queens for a biker? What's up with their algorithm being so dumb these days

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2021.12.05 01:35 joemontainya8815 Found something new (to me atleast) anybody know the story on these dead prisoners in Roanoke ridge? In all my countless playthroughs ive never seen them...theres no inspect prompt and Arthur doesnt write anything about them. I saw 1 and went back and looked then noticed several more a few feet away

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2021.12.05 01:35 Derekg161 Billion club

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2021.12.05 01:35 wreckage88 Streamer films person in wheelchair as Spiderman and calls them Stephen Hawking Spiderman.

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2021.12.05 01:35 suchex22 How’s the commerce program at UTM?

Hey everyone! I’m a grade 12 student in Ontario and I applied for the commerce program at UTM (Btw I wanna specialize in finance). What do you guys think about this program? Is it good? How’s the difficulty? What should my average be to get into this program? Will I be able to get a good job in the finance industry with this program?
Every reply is appreciated. Thanks!
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2021.12.05 01:35 philweekly1 Test

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2021.12.05 01:35 Efficient_Log3692 چقدر دراز 😬😳

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2021.12.05 01:35 thewirdz NO COPYRIGHT MUSIC // Elektronomia & RUD - Memory [NCS Release]

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2021.12.05 01:35 Jkfxdwg Join the contest for a chance at a free NFT! All you have to do is sign in to enter!!

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2021.12.05 01:35 AutoNewspaperAdmin [AU] - Removing social media anonymity will not solve problem of trolls | Sydney Morning Herald

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2021.12.05 01:35 Kahamu [WTS] EXPS 3-0 BLACK (FL)

EXPS 3-0 in great condition. April 2013 inspection date. No salt as shown in the pictures and works great. I am the sole owner.
Asking $560. Shipping and G & S fees included in price.
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2021.12.05 01:35 CanisIupus why cant i post anything other than text posts on this sub? it’s for everyone else too i think

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2021.12.05 01:35 Green_Ad4411 2 dogs.

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2021.12.05 01:35 Shaivik_Thakar Help a newbie understand what actually goes on in the tech industry as a whole?

Hey Guys! I am on a Self taught programming journey. I am currently learning python and web development. I have made some GUI apps and a lot of basic programs like blackjack, coffee machine, done OOP etc in python with the help of coding bootcamp of angela yu..I am still learning... On the Web Development side..I made a website for my dad's business..used some bootstrap and a little bit of javascript in it..But I would say I am still very much beginner.. please check out the website to understand my skill level -
PS: I am still working on making it look better on mobile so if you can, please check it out on PC😅
Now that the Intro is done I have a 2 questions regarding the industry...
1 - Are there any part time entry level jobs you have come across in the industry?
Just want to understand whether there are any entry level part time jobs..I have seen some part time jobs posting they are all very much skilled and I am not even close to that level..
The main reason I wanted to know this because I was hoping to start gaining some experience while learning on the side.
2 - Do people actually give someone chance to interview who has no computer engineering degree?
Now a lot of people on this very reddit have got great jobs without any tech background kudos to you all..I wanted to hear your stories of how you got the chance to interview? Did you apply online? Got a reference from someone etc?
3 - Can you give me a path for moving forward(after I am done with python and web development) on my learning journey?
Programming is such a wide area that sometimes I don't understand which way to take for example whether I should learn different libraries or should I focus more on data structures and algorithms or maybe learn a new language...I really prefer to learn by making stuff like small apps, this helps me understand quickly and learn.
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2021.12.05 01:35 nebulouThoughts I'm an idiot for considering this- but I'd like your opinion

So I've always envied women. I've always wanted to be a woman. Realistically, I've always had gender dysphoria.
My concern is though, there have been alot of things in my life I had an obsession with but it was a passing thing. My fear is both that I would basically get thrown out of my conservative family and/or I'd go through transition and come to regret it.
This line of thought came up when I was considering coming out to a good friend that I am almost sure would be supportive, but I am concerned that they'd "see me differently". I know realistically though that detransition is rather rare and that if I've longed to and fantasized being a woman for 30 something years, it ain't likely to go anywhere anytime soon. Just wondering if anyone has similar insecurities and how they address them.
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2021.12.05 01:35 Glittering_Pomelo_59 Is forgiveness right for everyone?

I absolutely love Eckhart's talk on defining Forgiveness, but now I question whether forgiveness is right for everyone.
Some victims of horrific abuse become offended by the mention of forgiveness towards their abusers, and some abusers use the concept of forgiveness to justify their past actions. As a result, therapists have started to move away from applying forgiveness as a final step in healing.
What are your thoughts on this teaching?
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2021.12.05 01:35 Willing-Delay9441 Shoot me in the skull

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2021.12.05 01:35 AutoNewspaperAdmin [AU] - In pictures: Cyclists take part in the 2021 Naked Bike Ride in Melbourne | Sydney Morning Herald

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2021.12.05 01:35 devcleve Example of the things I write off the cuff… shared as an act of self promotion and validation seeking. Resulting from inherent insecurity.

TLDR: I’m a self aware human being who feels abnormal/sinistepotentially unaware in my awareness.
TLDR: I’m insecure…. 🤦‍♂️🤣
I don’t know how to handle you simultaneously playing victim to my superiority, while moments later, playing victim to my inferiority. It feels as though no matter what I do, you’re the victim.
The fact that I’m even saying this implies that the same is true for me. No matter what you do, I claim victim. Ie: no matter what happens in my life, I claim victim. Ie: no matter what happens in your life, you claim victim.
I don’t know where you end and I begin, because I’m a human being and I’m not sure that any human being can determine that.
So it seems to me that the only right thing to do is never claim victim because anyone claiming victim is perpetuating victim hood.
But never claiming victim is tolerating abuse.
You see how this is a mind fuck?
I’m not sure there’s anything I could perceive that I couldn’t see a selfishly beneficial element to. And simultaneously a self destructive element to. I’m not sure that there’s anyone I could talk to who would take ownership of the ways that their actions were selfishly beneficial to them. Or self destructive!
It feels as if everyone is in such denial, and convinced that they’re all saints or sinners when they’re all actually some mess of both.
I feel like a devil, simply because I can see all of the ways that my actions, even ones that seem generous, are actually in self interest. There’s nothing I could possibly do in life that wasn’t in self interest. While at the same time being self destructive And when I observe other people, I see them acting in self interest as well! And also self destructively! But when I mention it or point it out, it’s a rare person who says “I was thinking the same thing” and an even rarer person who says “I know, genius right?!” Or “I know, I can totally see how this is harming someone/myself/nature/etc.”
So am I to believe that all of these people are subconsciously behaving is self interest while simultaneously believing that they are behaving selflessly? That they are being hurtful or self destructive while believing they aren’t?
And if that’s the case, where do I fit into this equation of awareness. Am I more aware? less aware?
If I am I seeing a flower as parasitic when others see it as beautiful. Does that mean I’m wrong? Im not telling them that they’re wrong! Im simply suggesting an additional and opposite perspective exists in parallel with theirs, rather than opposing it.
Like. This is true, but this is also true.
No matter what I think to do or say or I hear someone else do or say, I find some way in my mind to nullify it to meaninglessness, by presenting an equally true counter argument. This is true of anything anyone ever does.
I see no meaning in anything.
I see everything people do and say as signaling, projecting, self promotion. I see it as unawareness. I see it as a double standard. I see people behaving without knowing what they do or why they do.
I see animals being animals.
And as I observe myself, I see the same. And because of that, I dislike myself and see almost no escape. I see almost no one who I could consider an equal, because there’s no one that I have ever met who can handle or exceed the depth of my awareness enough to counter me and drag me from my position into any other, least wise, not for long, I’ll try things on for size, give them the benefit of the doubt, but eventually, all evidence leads me back to where I started in some way. There’s not a single moment of my existence that I can’t pick to absolute pieces moments later. And the same is true for my observation of others.
No matter what you believe, you’re right! It all depends on your level of zoom, focus, and the personal meaning you apply to things. And you’re also wrong…
I don’t know where I belong.
I don’t know how to feel good about myself.
I feel like Satan.
I feel like the literal embodiment of Satan.
How am I supposed to feel good about myself when I simultaneously feel that I’m the embodiment of everything that’s bad and wrong with the world!?
The reality is, that I think almost everyone else is just as much Satan, but they’re just unaware of it.
I think all the elements of god, Jesus and Satan are present is every single human being. I think that others just prefer to lie to themselves and believe that they are anything other than what they are. because I believe they suppress the aspects of themselves that they prefer not to acknowledge.
All people are the controlling, egotistical, vengeful father that is god. The forgiving son which is Jesus and the hedonistic uncle which is Satan. The raw thoughts of any of the three are just filtered back though the consciousness again and again, until the end result is something that appeases all three elements of the person at the same time. A little bit ego centric. A little bit other centric and a little bit hedonistic.
But they don’t see it as a compromise between the 3, they don’t see the Satan in themselves. They don’t see the vengeance or ego or demand for worship in themselves. They choose only to see the Jesus in themselves and so they can claim to be the servant of, follower of, cheistlike. They can live believing they are so. They can deny. They can sleep well at night.
Where as I, I see it all. And I know that I’m not Jesus. I know that nobody can be. I know that it’s impossible to be anything but a balance of those elements. But when I speak of that balance, when I hear people speak only of the good and nothing of the negative, I feel the need to bring it up, but all this accomplishes is making me appear cynical or ungrateful about the effort that said person has made while at the same time, feel insecure about being open about all elements of myself, since I am aware that I’m not any more good than I am bad.
It makes me feel as if I would be better served to be surrounded by people who are knowingly behaving in self interest. At least then they aren’t denying it!
I’ve been the person who denies it.
I’ve been the person who’s been brought to light.
I’ve been the person who’s become Aware that no matter what I do, it’s selfish.
So once you know that… how can you do anything without guilt? How can you do anything without shame? How can you do anything and feel good about it? Every single thing you do is Bad. Selfish. Greedy. Destructive. Whatever.
Even Robin Hood.
You think he got nothing from being Robin Hood?
He’s one of the most well known characters of fictional white history.
And so is fucking Jesus.
You think Jesus died for our sins?
It was also the most well executed highest “paying” acts of martyrdom for the sake of infamous promotion of ones beliefs that’s ever been conducted - fictional or otherwise.
The same is true for monks who set themselves on fire. Ghandi who starved himself to get his way.
At what point is ghandi any different that a toddler holding its breath until it turns blue to get its way!?
It’s all the same shit!!
But tell anyone that and they think you’re an asshole!!
Most people prefer to see the good in the world - especially in themselves and if you point out the negative, you’re an asshole! Unless you’re pointing out the negative in something they believe to be the opposit of themselves. Then you’re their ally!
But I see it all. I see the good and the bad. I see that there’s nothing you can do which is ever anything but both.
And I’m told that seeing it that way is a sign of trauma.
I feel as though, because of this, I carry a heavier burden than most - and maybe at the same time a lighter burden.
I don’t see how there’s truly a better way, because it’s all just rebranding.
It’s all just the same thought or desire coming back dressed again and again as something else until we accept it and act on it, thinking we turned away the other inferior applicants.
Desire: I want to hurt this person. Is actually: this person threatens me and I want to control them. Which is: I want to feel that I’m superior to this person.
Wether you punch them in the face without explanation, walk away and never contact them again, verbally assault them, give them “friendly advice”, suggest that they “get help”, or even decide to take no action whatsoever and keep your opinions to yourself!, you have acted on the desire to feel superior to them!!!
There is nothing you can do at that moment which isn’t acting on the desire to feel superior to them. Once that’s what you desire, all of your actions are to that effect!!!
You WILL feel superior to them!!!
The same is true of desiring to feel inferior!!!
There is no belief which you can not convince yourself of being true!!!
There is no action you can take that is purely selfless and good. Because every action you take to that effect simultaneously builds you up in your own head to be superior to those who don’t!
It’s all an exchange which equals to nothing that wasn’t before.
Religious people think they’re superior to everyone else who isn’t. They think they’re happier. Kinder. Overall better people or they wouldn’t be inviting everyone else to join their belief system or praising their belief system for their success! And they even believe that they will get favor in the afterlife for having believed what they did and acted as they did. How is that selfless? They show especially high favor to anyone who claims to be one of them or is willing to become one of them. Selfish in a tribal sense.
There is no way to be selfless.
It’s bullshit.
But when you say things like that you’re seen as the worst kind of person!!!
Some people can see the good in anything. Some the bad. My first observations lean toward bad but as soon as someone points out the negative, I find it effortless to produce a positive view. And I attempt to do the same internally in the absence of the other.
I can see the bad in anything. And also the good.
Neither one wrong.
Others don’t! They have “opinions”
They tell me that I’m looking at it all wrong!
Where do I find anyone who sees the whole picture.
Where do I find anyone who desires to see the whole picture?
Do I even see the whole picture??
Is it even possible to see the whole picture???
I attempt in all ways to see a more and more and more meta perspective of life, while others seem not to. To actively avoid doing so in many ways.
This is why I’m so often suicidal in thought. Because I don’t see the good outweighing the bad. I don’t even see it as possible.
I see all efforts as futile. Solving one problem while creating another.
It might as well be a magic act convincing people to believe they are good while enlisting them in evil acts and what’s more, is that it seems that not even the people enlisting them in evil acts are truly aware that they are doing so!!!
It seems to me that the only space in humanity where people might have some kind of real awareness is in business or politics.
And for that reason, business and politics are often seen as evil or bad or cheating or Lying or manipulative or selfish and self serving - not because it is so anymore than any individual is, but because it is AWARE that it is, where the average person is not and doesn’t want to be - even though they are no less self serving, egotistical, destructive, dishonest, manipulative, etc.
I would like to know if I’m wrong, but I don’t know anyone who I would trust to tell me that I am…
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2021.12.05 01:35 Boston_Wind If you were allowed to choose any point in your life to be your “Heaven” when you did, when would it be and why?

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