2021.12.05 01:06 Powerful-Duck-4336 Just had one of my most productive Dashes of the year. $178.77 in 9 hours (or $16.86/ hr). I'm sure other markets have better rates but I was really happy with this Dash and just wanted to show and tell :)
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2021.12.05 01:06 Talitha81 That Was Normal -TW
I was making a comment to a recent blog entertainment recently. I realized how normalized my abuse became. My abuse started at 12 years old. It didn’t stop until 2018. You are probably sitting there thinking how is that even possible.
When I was in junior high and high school my boyfriends or my so-called friends did things to me. Did a lot of non consensual things. From rape, physical abuse, to inappropriate touching. All done by different people. For me non consent violations became normalized for me. I choose a lifestyle where consent is extremely important.
In 2001 I moved out of state and moved in with my boyfriend. As much as I should have seen red flags, I was never taught to see them. Everything prior to this everything was my fault and I deserved this. Only thing that was not my fault was the stuff that happened when I was 12. Here I am in a new state over 1,000 miles from home. My boyfriend was not what I expected. I was young and in love.
In 2003 I had a kid and married. The abuse really started to show. The gaslighting, the verbal, mental, and emotional abuse were now starting to show. I had no way out of this. I felt so trapped in a place.
By the time my daughter was in 5th grade I was told how fat I was. How I was eating to much. How my scars and hair was not to his liking. Everything about me, he now hated. It made no sense to me. The only thing that changed about me was my weight.
When things happened to me in 2016 and 2018 I was already numb. I was numb to the pain that I once felt. I had now normalized everything that had happened. To me abuse was a thing men did and it was normal. When I first heard a man tell they would never pressure me for sex, I didn’t understand. My whole marriage it was like that. I was pressured to have sex.
When the abuse got worse in 2016, I was not phased. I didn’t even know how to react. The feelings were already shutdown. My husband told me “my feelings, thoughts, and emotions didn’t matter”. I learned not to cry or have feelings that didn’t match his. Now at 40 years old I still struggle with feelings and emotions.
Everything that happened to me shouldn’t be normal to me. Somehow my brain has made it that way. Normalizing abuse is not good. Pretending it’s ok when it’s not is not good. Thankfully I have an amazing therapist who is teaching me this. Reminding me, it’s ok to feel.
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2021.12.05 01:06 Proud_Notice_9631 Anyone know jobs that are hiring? 17 year old btw
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2021.12.05 01:06 appleforever11 Joining Back From Original Launch
I am just now redownloading avengers for my PS5, I have no played it since launch day era and just now imported my PS4 save. I am 98% completed with the original story, and just unlocked spider man. My question for you all is where do I begin now? What do you suggest? I am feeling a bit overwhelmed by how much content has been added but it sure does play much better than it ever did on PS4! Little to no load times on PS5, very nice!
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2021.12.05 01:06 Legal_Budget_5998 Ask the new king spike anything
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2021.12.05 01:06 cmnnewsofficial FTX releases crypto regulation proposals before US congressional hearing
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2021.12.05 01:06 1000000students Aaron Parnas on Twitter-- Do you know who testified in front of Congress without pleading the fifth? Hillary Clinton
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2021.12.05 01:06 Affectionate-Bag390 younger brother addicted. suggestions appreciated
my younger brother is 10 and is addicted playing video games. he’s only going to school once a week and his sleep schedule has been ruined. (normally awake between 7pm-8am) getting aggressive and threatens anyone who tries to get him off his electronics. he refuses to leave the house which has resulted in weight gain making him leave the house less than what he did before. the first thing he did this morning was cry because he missed some fortnite streaming event (?), didn’t even talk to my family, just crying :/
i understand that he could just be going through a phase and it’ll pass but i am genuinely worried and want the best for him! my parents have no idea what to do either so i thought i’d look around on the internet. any suggestions are very appreciated, thanks!
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2021.12.05 01:06 SillySlimes What are the Supers and Treasure Hunts and how can I spot them when I'm out shopping?
I keep seeing people talk and post about these. I saw the TH Datsun at the store and didn't get it cause I thought the rims looked gross. How do I know if somethings a TH or not so I can avoid this embarrassing mistake again.
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2021.12.05 01:06 AleBorke Best obscure instrument?